Christmas
Gah the holidays are SO hard! For some reason Christmas is the hardest for me. I'm not sure if its because you were due before Christmas or if it's because there is so much going on I realize just how much you are missing. This year has been bittersweet. I miss you both like crazy and want to honor your memories. I also want to make sure your little sister feels loved and knows how wanted she was. I hope that she grows up knowing how much we adore her and how she was such a gift for us. I really hope she never gets jealous of you or feels like a replacement. I can imagine what a hard spot it must be for her, I only hope I can raise her to know how much of a gift she is in our lives. I hope I will teach her love, and always tell her how you two brought her to us as the most precious gift. A miracle gift that helped seal the gaping hole in our hearts and taught us to push forward more
Bravely. I am forever grateful for her and am so overwhelmed with even e love for her. My heart feels so tight with love that it could explode. I picture you a lot, I wonder what we would have done together. I imagine you walking and talking, playing as siblings. I think
Of Harvey with you and it makes me smile. You are perfect angels and I will always love you. You got daddy and your sister little things for Christmas. We will always include you and remember you my sweet angels. You are loved.
