So cute

Hello my love,
I'm sorry I haven't done a blog in so long, I have been busy. Today Momma worked, it was a busy day, but not hectic. Daddy took Harvey to the beach today and they had so much fun! I wish I could have gone with them. Your Daddy is so fun, you are going to have a blast with him. 


Tonight we ate spaghetti, it was made by some parents at work who used to have sick kids on the floor. I thought it was so incredibly sweet how they used to be a part of our floor and now they are back making dinner for all of the parents that are still there. I love how sweet people can be. It makes me so happy to know that there are so many good people in the  world who take the time out of their busy lives to help others. 


Tomorrow I am going into work for a few hours. I will be helping out as a breaker. It is Karen and Rebecca's birthday tomorrow so I made my favorite cake! Funfetti. I'm so excited. I really like Karen, she is so sweet. You will like her too. Rebecca is awesome also. Today Mommy got to work with a lot of her favorite girls. They are Karen, Angela, Erica, Alison and Ashli. I cannot wait for you to meet them, they are so nice. 


Well my love I wanted to say hello and let you know that I think of you all the time, even though I don't blog as much as I used to. You are in my heart and mind. We actually decided on a girls name that we really liked...so if you decide to be a young lady we are set!


Please decide to be hatched :) I love you!

Love Mommy

Houses!

I know I have been totally bad at staying up to date here. I have been busy, that is true, but I have just not wanted to sit down and share my life for a few days now. Work has been going great, its still busy, but there is actually time to breathe now, which is a nice and much needed change of pace. Daddy has been working a lot too. He is such a good worker. Tonight he is with his guy friends playing ping pong. So Mommy and Harvey are home together. Today I took him for two nice long walks and cleaned the entire house. Daddy has been home lately and the house gets pretty icky when he is here alone. I did a nice deep clean. 


Don't get me wrong Daddy tries really hard to help, but he has very little direction. Like Daddy vacuumed the floor, but left the vacuum out, or Daddy will wash the laundry but then forget about it and it will go sour in the washer. oops. ha ha little things that make a big difference. Especially since I am such a clean freak and grew up around everything being ocd clean. You will see one day when you get bigger and you can decide if you want to have the simplicity and structure that keeping things clean can bring, or the stress and chaos of a mess. 


Today when Daddy got off work we went to look at houses. We want to have a house when you are born, a place to call our own and a place that we will grow our family. We found the perfect price, but we are not by any means well off so I'm not sure if the house will be a reality. But you never know. We will try applying and then wait to find out if we qualify. 


Its hard for me to look at houses because we have no idea where our lives will be in two weeks or two years. Daddy is looking for work, and so he really has no idea where he will get hired. And if we buy and he gets a job somewhere will he leave and I stay, will we need to find someone to rent our house...etc so many unknowns. I hate not knowing and I also hate making decisions. I like the answers to be there and the path to be known, I really have a hard time choosing between things Its a weakness and a flaw I know about and wish I could change. Making decisions gives me so much anxiety and I am always asking for opinions or advice. I just wish I knew what would happen. But I suppose not knowing is half the fun. 


Well my love I am off to write some exemplars for work. I'm applying for a raise and need two papers about patient care that will go in a portfolio of all of my work. Hopefully we get the raise. Every little bit helps. I'm paying back my student loans now. I owe so much money for my schooling, but It was a wonderful investment in myself. When you get bigger I hope you are able to get scholarships. I will help you apply for them all if you would like me to. 


I love you!


Your Mom