Oh my i am so tired! but that is not a great excuse for why i haven't written in so long. i have been working a lot and very busy with family and friends, which is a wonderful thing. this week dr. potter is on vacation so i have been able to come home earlier which has been really nice not to mention we had wednesday off for 4th of july! really fun! we had a bbq with my family and daddys family. we have your cousins visiting from pittsburgh and they are so much fun! you are both going to love them to pieces. they are very happy and beautiful. 4 girls! i know wyatt you will be surrounded by beautiful women, so you better pick a great wife because you have a lot of ladies approvals required!
Today grammie, pop pop and daddy took the girls to disneyland. mommy was stuck working we were so busy today! i tried to leave early but that was not an option. i am home now after meeting the family at goofys kitchen for dinner. it was fun and very cute! i will post a picture later of that dinner. we aver ate as most tend to do at buffet dinners, but we will work it off this weekend:)
this week has been busy and fun. daddy got to come to a dr's appointment with us on tuesday and he was not only able to see and hear you but also meet our dr. dr. gray is really nice and we are hopeful he will get to deliver you both. he told us that we might end up having a c-section if one of you are breech or if you tun funny, so both be head down and both behave please:) if you decide you are more comfortable in a different position that is fine too, i will heal. i'm a tough momma so we can do it. i just pray that you cook as long as you need to prior to joining our family.
last night before bed i looked down at my growing belly and thought to my self how being pregnant is an absolute miracle. i am so grateful each and every day that i get to be your mommy. i think of all the families, women and men that struggle with infertility and my heart goes out to them. i think of people who get pregnant naturally and tend to think wow they are so lucky. i fall into that category now. i got pregnant with you two. granted it was not as natural as we had tried, but it was the perfect ending. we tried for so long and were so sad and hurt when month after month we couldn't get pregnant. i remember seeing people get pregnant a few months into trying, some get pregnant not trying, some on birth control, others during their first round of fertility treatments, some in their 3rd round, many on their first ivf round... i longed to be lucky like those women, but there was a plan. daddy and i had to work really hard to have you in our lives and we are so happy and feel so blessed by the gift of getting to be your parents. it just all sunk in last night and i thought how blessed we were that our ivf worked on the first round and we were able to get pregnant and knock on wood stay pregnant. we were blessed with not one but two babies! two sweet angels who we cannot wait to hug, kiss and watch do everything! we always talk about you, we shop for you, we rub you, we listen to you, we are excited to feel you more, and we tell your brother harvey all about you! i just want to tell you how much you are already loved and how you are such a beautiful and amazing gift to daddy and i.
we have been growing a lot lately. my belly feels very tight and full! i love it. i love looking down and seeing my swelling tummy, it makes me so proud to think of it housing you two. i am excited to get bigger. i love it when people ask how far along i am, i love thinking about you, i love instilling hope and success in women going through treatment. i think it makes me seem more real and honest to them when they find out our story. i don't share it with everyone but sometimes people ask and say wow your so lucky you got twins right away. many people think it happened naturally and we compare ourselves to others of course~ i don't want these women to dwell on my luck so i tell them that dr. potter is the best and that they too will be mommies. i tell them that i know because he helped me become your mommie. they love it, they get huge smiles and are amazingly sweet always asking how i feel. in the middle of their own sadness they care about me while i care for them. it shows the true genuine hearts of people and that is such a gift to be a part of:)
my belly hasn't been the only thing swelling. my boobies are finally there! i look down and hello chi chi's they are so full and lovely! i like them:) haha i feel them move when i walk and they bounce nicely! its a neat feeling always having very little boobies to have a fuller chest. now boobies are not everything. and they really are not that cool aside from feeding you two. in life some people will make a big deal about the size of boobies, but remember my angels you are beautiful on the inside first, then on the outside. love people for who they are not how they look or how their boobies fill out a shirt. people like to be loved for their good qualities and its sad to look at boobs and be superficial. i just wanted to let you know how mommy felt about having boobies after growing up without them. its different, fun, nice etc... but i was happy with my little bobbies before. they were always good to me. they never drooped, were always perky fit in things well and made me feel beautiful just the way i was.
Today grammie, pop pop and daddy took the girls to disneyland. mommy was stuck working we were so busy today! i tried to leave early but that was not an option. i am home now after meeting the family at goofys kitchen for dinner. it was fun and very cute! i will post a picture later of that dinner. we aver ate as most tend to do at buffet dinners, but we will work it off this weekend:)
this week has been busy and fun. daddy got to come to a dr's appointment with us on tuesday and he was not only able to see and hear you but also meet our dr. dr. gray is really nice and we are hopeful he will get to deliver you both. he told us that we might end up having a c-section if one of you are breech or if you tun funny, so both be head down and both behave please:) if you decide you are more comfortable in a different position that is fine too, i will heal. i'm a tough momma so we can do it. i just pray that you cook as long as you need to prior to joining our family.
last night before bed i looked down at my growing belly and thought to my self how being pregnant is an absolute miracle. i am so grateful each and every day that i get to be your mommy. i think of all the families, women and men that struggle with infertility and my heart goes out to them. i think of people who get pregnant naturally and tend to think wow they are so lucky. i fall into that category now. i got pregnant with you two. granted it was not as natural as we had tried, but it was the perfect ending. we tried for so long and were so sad and hurt when month after month we couldn't get pregnant. i remember seeing people get pregnant a few months into trying, some get pregnant not trying, some on birth control, others during their first round of fertility treatments, some in their 3rd round, many on their first ivf round... i longed to be lucky like those women, but there was a plan. daddy and i had to work really hard to have you in our lives and we are so happy and feel so blessed by the gift of getting to be your parents. it just all sunk in last night and i thought how blessed we were that our ivf worked on the first round and we were able to get pregnant and knock on wood stay pregnant. we were blessed with not one but two babies! two sweet angels who we cannot wait to hug, kiss and watch do everything! we always talk about you, we shop for you, we rub you, we listen to you, we are excited to feel you more, and we tell your brother harvey all about you! i just want to tell you how much you are already loved and how you are such a beautiful and amazing gift to daddy and i.
we have been growing a lot lately. my belly feels very tight and full! i love it. i love looking down and seeing my swelling tummy, it makes me so proud to think of it housing you two. i am excited to get bigger. i love it when people ask how far along i am, i love thinking about you, i love instilling hope and success in women going through treatment. i think it makes me seem more real and honest to them when they find out our story. i don't share it with everyone but sometimes people ask and say wow your so lucky you got twins right away. many people think it happened naturally and we compare ourselves to others of course~ i don't want these women to dwell on my luck so i tell them that dr. potter is the best and that they too will be mommies. i tell them that i know because he helped me become your mommie. they love it, they get huge smiles and are amazingly sweet always asking how i feel. in the middle of their own sadness they care about me while i care for them. it shows the true genuine hearts of people and that is such a gift to be a part of:)
my belly hasn't been the only thing swelling. my boobies are finally there! i look down and hello chi chi's they are so full and lovely! i like them:) haha i feel them move when i walk and they bounce nicely! its a neat feeling always having very little boobies to have a fuller chest. now boobies are not everything. and they really are not that cool aside from feeding you two. in life some people will make a big deal about the size of boobies, but remember my angels you are beautiful on the inside first, then on the outside. love people for who they are not how they look or how their boobies fill out a shirt. people like to be loved for their good qualities and its sad to look at boobs and be superficial. i just wanted to let you know how mommy felt about having boobies after growing up without them. its different, fun, nice etc... but i was happy with my little bobbies before. they were always good to me. they never drooped, were always perky fit in things well and made me feel beautiful just the way i was.
this is my tummy at 16weeks. i love it. i love to rub it and talk to you two. so excited to watch you both grow:)
here you two are snuggled up. you two are so sweet. i am excited to welcome you both into the world!
here is our sweet baby a. we are not 100% sure if you are grace or wyatt. we have conflicting reports..we shall see. you are so cute! you are just laying in your little sac all you need is a good book!
poor baby b you looked so squished with baby a sitting on top of you! you are all stretched out trying to maximize your space. when you enter the world you will have lots of space, but i hope you will still like to be close to each other:)
i love you both! we are going into our 16th week. i am so excited we have made it so far! keep growing my sweet angels. i love you both so very much!
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